Berry Happy
As much as I didn't want to hear those words...she called to say them.  "I'm sorry Mrs. Berry, but the birth mother has chosen another family."   I feel like my heart was ripped out in just a matter of seconds.  After days of being excited, so sure that this was the one, it is a huge let down. 

I think that this is the worst let down since the March of this year when our final infertitlity treatment failed.  I had already started picking out cute Halloween costumes for him and been thinking about how wonderful Christmas morning was going to be with our family together.  I keep reminding myself that it is all in God's timing.

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