Not this time 08/31/2010
As much as I didn't want to hear those words...she called to say them. "I'm sorry Mrs. Berry, but the birth mother has chosen another family." I feel like my heart was ripped out in just a matter of seconds. After days of being excited, so sure that this was the one, it is a huge let down.
I think that this is the worst let down since the March of this year when our final infertitlity treatment failed. I had already started picking out cute Halloween costumes for him and been thinking about how wonderful Christmas morning was going to be with our family together. I keep reminding myself that it is all in God's timing.